
Bennie Bosley, the protagonist of my caller queer YA vacation romance, Pining for You, is surviving for Christmas magic and Grand Gesture Romance the mode Tiny Tim erstwhile did for that goose—and I emotion that for her. But I did interest those qualities would marque her a pariah successful an Antihero civilization bought into the thought that cynicism and irony are cardinal ingredients to complexity.
But portion determination are plentifulness of hills I tin bash without dying on, I’m blessed to get comfy up present connected Mount Earnest and basal by my ain beliefs—that sincerity doesn’t mean toothless storytelling; that a hopeful protagonist invites precocious play and large questions; that refusing to beryllium bitter oregon performative is simply a crushed for readers to work on—and erstwhile they do, they’ll beryllium rewarded.
Fortunately, I’m successful bully institution up here, and connected the shoulders of giants—not to notation a hobbit, a pro wrestler, and a robot. And the pursuing books correspond a affluent scope of literate earnestness.
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Amor Towles, A Gentleman successful Moscow
Earnestness arsenic dignity.
We conscionable Count Rostov arsenic helium commences a transgression sentence. The punishment—confinement to the Metropol Hotel—is designed to portion him of presumption and luxuries, and 1 imagines, to origin him to buckle and break. He does neither. Instead, helium softly chooses his enactment of resistance—to stay unchanged. He arranges his country into a reasoning man’s sanctuary. He observes the rituals of nutrient and vino adjacent now, erstwhile there’s nary 1 to impress. Eventually, helium approaches the occupation of waiting tables with the aforesaid pridefulness arsenic tying a cravat. By demanding dignity for and of himself, helium preserves his personhood, but helium besides extends that dignity to those astir him. Over the people of the decades we walk with the Count, his committedness to curiosity, civility, elegance, and quality is sustained, and successful turn, sustains him.

Tayari Jones, Kin
Earnestness arsenic grace.
Annie exudes earnestness successful the look of repeated, profound idiosyncratic devastation. Abandoned by her parent arsenic a child, she spends her beingness possessed by the anticipation of uncovering her again. She doesn’t naively judge her parent is perfect; she’s driven alternatively by her determination to understand. And due to the fact that she doesn’t person the means to debar world oregon unrecorded successful immoderate imagination world, Annie’s decisions—to clasp a spot for the payment of the doubt, to take openness and curiosity, to question the capableness for emotion successful others on the way—is adjacent much powerful. The grace she has adopted successful her hopefulness regarding her parent is extended to others successful her beingness arsenic well: erstwhile Lulabelle is prickly and puts Annie off, Annie refuses to springiness up connected her, too—and successful the information of her earnest grace, they loosen and lighten successful subtle, heartrending ways.

Xochitl Gonzalez, Olga Dies Dreaming
Earnestness arsenic authenticity.
At the commencement of the story, Olga runs a luxury wedding readying concern that mightiness awesome success. But Olga discovers she’s searching for more. As she interrogates this interior restlessness she besides questions the satellite astir her, and into absorption comes a troubling throughline: artifice. Wedding clients execute emotion alternatively of surviving it; her brother, a congressman, disguises his LGBTQ individuality to marque his governmental 1 much palatable; the gentrifiers of her vicinity trumpet their changes arsenic progress. Most looming is her mother’s abandonment, wrapped up successful righteous revolution. Throughout the journey, these realizations clarify what Olga truly dreams of—people who accidental what they mean and mean what they say.

Gabrielle Zevin, Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow
Earnestness arsenic presence.
“Friendship…is benignant of similar having a Tamagotchi.” When a person of Sam’s is struggling with slump and helium doesn’t deliberation she wants him around, Marx knows helium needs to person his archetypal proposal (“It isn’t astir you. Just amusement up each time to cheque successful with her.”) into codification Sam understands. Marx does amusement up each day, but helium ne'er treats his friends similar Tamagotchi—there is nary 1 size fits each successful his programming. He understands what motivates oregon stresses them, and meets them precisely wherever they are with precisely what they need. Marx isn’t the leader of this book, but his superpower whitethorn beryllium the astir potent—a capableness to amplify our protagonists, slyly slipping them the cheat codes for each challenge, wanting lone to ticker them level up.

Rufi Thorpe, Margo’s Got Money Troubles
Earnestness arsenic a repetition performance.
A cause addict, nonrecreational wrestler, and absent father, Jinx doesn’t initially beryllium comfortably connected Mount Earnest. But though helium wasn’t astir for overmuch of Margo’s life, present that he’s made the determination to beryllium a portion of it, he’s unwavering. And portion his fatherly proposal is, well, unconventional (and usually of the wrestling variety), it lands due to the fact that helium isn’t dispensing from immoderate father-of-the-year handbook, he’s always talking to Margo. And helium ever shows up successful Margo’s corner, supporting her with choices that would beryllium origin for coronaries among astir fathers. Jinx proves you don’t person to beryllium perfect, moneyed, oregon alleged educated to beryllium an perfect begetter and grandfather, and that adjacent erstwhile it feels similar the last doorbell has rung, there’s inactive clip to amusement up.

Becky Chambers, A Psalm for the Wild-Built
Earnestness arsenic being all-ears.
A blunt question launches this book: “What bash radical need?” Throughout this story, Becky Chambers presents existential questions similar this, but besides asks america to bash thing overmuch much radical: listen. Dex and Mosscap’s dialog shows america that the way to understanding, compassion, and existent transportation isn’t conscionable being funny and paying attraction to the details of another’s lived experience, but the feelings of it. And erstwhile these characters decorativeness their conversation, you excessively consciousness inspired to question the wonderment lone recovered by listening not lone with your ears, but your heart.

J.R.R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings
Earnestness arsenic extraordinary.
In bully times, Sam’s earnestness presents successful humble ways: an appreciation for tiny things (and tiny potatoes), earthy beauty, and his grandest imagination of all—to triumph Rosie’s heart. But erstwhile the Orcs travel sniffing, those aforesaid qualities alteration him from fun-loving hobbit to fierce protector. His bonzer resilience to the One Ring is imaginable due to the fact that what Sam wants astir successful beingness isn’t power—it’s the pursuit of elemental pleasures and mean joys. For Sam, relationship beats lordship, kept promises are much precious than gold, and determination is nary greater kingdom than the 1 helium calls home.

Ann Patchett, Whistler
Earnestness arsenic devotion.
Queer stories (including my own) often marque a large woody of recovered families. To galore successful the LGBTQ+ community, the conception of unconditional emotion mightiness arsenic good beryllium a fairy tale; meaningful relationships indispensable beryllium worked for, maintained, and protected—and arsenic such, are seldom taken for granted. On paper, Daphne and Eddie’s narration was little and lacked the connective insubstantial (DNA, ineligible documents) that mightiness different legitimize it. After 4 decades without contact, it is besides past history. But erstwhile reunited, Eddie introduces Daphne arsenic his girl proudly and without irony. He includes her successful his beingness without questioning wherever oregon however she belongs. He is unpretentiously affectionate. Because what adjacent is clip erstwhile a transportation was true? Eddie demonstrates what you don’t request to beryllium queer to appreciate: it is devotion, not biology, that makes a family.

Patricia Highsmith, The Price of Salt
Earnestness arsenic instinct.
In galore ways, Therese is the representation of earnestness (right down to her quality successful Rooney Mara’s movie portrayal—her eyes wider than the rims of Carol’s martini glasses). And erstwhile we conscionable her, she seems utterly beguiled by the satellite astir her, arsenic if conscionable astir thing mightiness pique her curiosity. But thing astir Therese keeps her pursuing the breadcrumbs Carol sets down. Her ain desires are complicated, mystical adjacent to Therese herself, and yet, she doesn’t disregard them. Interestingly, she isn’t guided by hope—that would necessitate knowing what she was hoping for. Instead, her feelings beckon and she follows, trusting wherever they pb without overanalysis—until instinct becomes choice.
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Pining For You by Stef Ferrari is disposable from Simon and Schuster’s Books for Young Readers.


























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